I don't know the answer to this question.
It feels like my entire life is a lie. I've hidden my true face from everyone, too sacred and ashamed of being rejected, of being alone of being judged.
How can I make decisions with confidence if every decision I've made in my past have lead to the destruction and chaos that is my life?
Ive been told that I deserve all the misery that comes to me, how does one cope with a statement like that? All I've ever wanted was to do the right thing and lead a normal healthy life. Where did it all go so horribly wrong?
Why do i feel like the God of my understanding doesn't really care what happens to me?
Is there even a God out there?
Does anyone care about me?
Why do I feel so alone?
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